by G. D. Watson
If anyone wishes to come after Me, he must deny himself, and take up his cross and follow Me. For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it; but whoever loses his life for My sake will find it. Matthew 16:24-25
If God has called you to be truly like Jesus in all your spirit, He will draw you into a life of crucifixion and humility. He will put on you such demands of obedience that you will not be allowed to follow other Christians. In many ways, He seems to let other good people do things which He will not let you do.
Others who seem to be very religious and useful may push themselves, pull wires, and scheme to carry out their plans, but you cannot. If you attempt it, you will meet with such failure and rebuke from the Lord as to make you sorely penitent.
Others can brag about themselves, their work, their successes, their writings, but the Holy Spirit will not allow you to do any such thing. If you begin to do so, He will lead you into some deep mortification that will make you despise yourself and all your good works.
Others will be allowed to succeed in making great sums of money, or having a legacy left to them, or in having luxuries, but God may supply you only on a day-to-day basis, because He wants you to have something far better than gold, a helpless dependence on Him and His unseen treasury.
The Lord may let others be honored and put forward while keeping you hidden in obscurity because He wants to produce some choice, fragrant fruit for His coming glory, which can only be produced in the shade.
God may let others be great, but keep you small. He will let others do a work for Him and get the credit, but He will make you work and toil without knowing how much you are doing. Then, to make your work still more precious, He will let others get the credit for the work which you have done; this to teach you the message of the Cross, humility, and something of the value of being cloaked with His nature.
The Holy Spirit will put a strict watch on you, and with a jealous love rebuke you for careless words and feelings, or for wasting your time, which other Christians never seem distressed over.
So make up your mind that God is an infinite Sovereign and has a right to do as He pleases with His own, and that He may not explain to you a thousand things which may puzzle your reason in His dealings with you.
God will take you at your word. If you absolutely sell yourself to be His slave, He will wrap you up in a jealous love and let other people say and do many things that you cannot. Settle it forever; you are to deal directly with the Holy Spirit, He is to have the privilege of tying your tongue or chaining your hand or closing your eyes in ways which others are not dealt with. However, know this great secret of the Kingdom: When you are so completely possessed with the Living God that you are, in your secret heart, pleased and delighted over this peculiar, personal, private, jealous guardianship and management of the Holy Spirit over your life, you will have found the vestibule of heaven, the high calling of God.
Thought-provoking post, Mike…
My heart’s desire is to live for God’s glory alone, but sadly, my human nature poses a constant interruption. A high view of God must be nurtured daily through prayer and study…and it is the only effective antidote to my humanistic tendencies. I would be in complete despair if the battle over self were being fought in the strength of my own will. But instead, I rejoice in the unfailing promise of our immutable God that “we, who with unveiled faces all reflect the Lord’s glory, are being transformed into His likeness with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit.” (2 Cor. 3:18)
May the Lord curb our natural bent towards humanism, heighten our view of His glory and minimize our preoccupation with self…In Christ.
Jessica,
Your method or formula or whatever it would be called
that you stated in your comment is exactly right. How else can we put ourselves in position to have God change us so radically? We must get into the Word and get the Word in us with prayer as the engine that makes it all work by God’s grace. Yes, despair awaits all who try to do this in their own strength. I think that is why so many of us burn out or taper off.
I really like how you structured your comment Jessica. Have you ever thought about writing?
In Christ
Mike Ratliff
Thank you for your affirmation, Mike.
Solo Deo Gloria
Jessica,
You are welcome!
What a reminder this is to me. Faith without works is dead. Those works are not of ourselves anymore than the faith is of ourselves! We can praise God that this! “For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand, that we should walk in them.” Ephesians 2:10. We can do all things through Christ that strengthens us. We aren’t told this to give us the energy we need to follow God’s commands. We aren’t “the little train that can”. We are told this to remind us that we can do nothing without Christ. God has favor upon us because He choose us…this is much more comforting than me trying to get favor from Him by trying to please Him. Thanks, Mike!
Sarah,
What a relief huh? It sure takes a lot of the load off of us about “works” doesn’t it? We work but we are already accepted into the beloved. Amen!
In Christ
Mike Ratliff