by G. D. Watson
If anyone wishes to come after Me, he must deny himself, and take up his cross and follow Me. For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it; but whoever loses his life for My sake will find it. Matthew 16:24-25
If God has called you to be truly like Jesus in all your spirit, He will draw you into a life of crucifixion and humility. He will put on you such demands of obedience that you will not be allowed to follow other Christians. In many ways, He seems to let other good people do things which He will not let you do.
Others who seem to be very religious and useful may push themselves, pull wires, and scheme to carry out their plans, but you cannot. If you attempt it, you will meet with such failure and rebuke from the Lord as to make you sorely penitent.
Others can brag about themselves, their work, their successes, their writings, but the Holy Spirit will not allow you to do any such thing. If you begin to do so, He will lead you into some deep mortification that will make you despise yourself and all your good works.
Others will be allowed to succeed in making great sums of money, or having a legacy left to them, or in having luxuries, but God may supply you only on a day-to-day basis, because He wants you to have something far better than gold, a helpless dependence on Him and His unseen treasury.
The Lord may let others be honored and put forward while keeping you hidden in obscurity because He wants to produce some choice, fragrant fruit for His coming glory, which can only be produced in the shade.
God may let others be great, but keep you small. He will let others do a work for Him and get the credit, but He will make you work and toil without knowing how much you are doing. Then, to make your work still more precious, He will let others get the credit for the work which you have done; this to teach you the message of the Cross, humility, and something of the value of being cloaked with His nature.
The Holy Spirit will put a strict watch on you, and with a jealous love rebuke you for careless words and feelings, or for wasting your time, which other Christians never seem distressed over.
So make up your mind that God is an infinite Sovereign and has a right to do as He pleases with His own, and that He may not explain to you a thousand things which may puzzle your reason in His dealings with you.
God will take you at your word. If you absolutely sell yourself to be His slave, He will wrap you up in a jealous love and let other people say and do many things that you cannot. Settle it forever; you are to deal directly with the Holy Spirit, He is to have the privilege of tying your tongue or chaining your hand or closing your eyes in ways which others are not dealt with. However, know this great secret of the Kingdom: When you are so completely possessed with the Living God that you are, in your secret heart, pleased and delighted over this peculiar, personal, private, jealous guardianship and management of the Holy Spirit over your life, you will have found the vestibule of heaven, the high calling of God.
And it can’t be that easy, can it? I mean just looking at that serpent, it must be harder than that. What about salves, bandages, and other medicines? Yes, those surely must help. But just look? Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and thou shall be saved. It can’t be that easy, can it? What about baptism, good works, church membership, and other religious activities? Yes, surely they must help. Oh no! It is so simple it becomes difficult for man’s pride to deny himself completely and believe on Jesus as his ONLY Lord. And someone rightly said that “Christ shows us that He is the center point from which the entire circle is drawn”. Oh yea, you said that Mike. And all God’s people said “Amen and Amen!”.
The gospel is the power of God for the salvation of all who believe… Why do we keep trying to make it more complicated than that? Perhaps because we refuse to acknowledge that we are utterly dependent on our sovereign God…powerless to save ourselves. It is difficult to convince stiff-necked sinners to look up and be saved through the watered down seeker-centered messages espoused in so many churches today. This Christ-centered devotion was powerfully refreshing…
Yes, our pride tells us that we must work hard or try to be worthy of salvation, but Christ says, forget that–come to me, believe on me, die to self, take up your cross and follow me and oh by the way, the power to do all that is mine, you just believe. Amazing. What I like about this is that we know this while there are untold thousands of so-called Christians out there who think God is pretty lucky to have them sign on. Sad, really sad.
In Christ
Mike Ratliff