by G. D. Watson
If anyone wishes to come after Me, he must deny himself, and take up his cross and follow Me. For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it; but whoever loses his life for My sake will find it. Matthew 16:24-25
If God has called you to be truly like Jesus in all your spirit, He will draw you into a life of crucifixion and humility. He will put on you such demands of obedience that you will not be allowed to follow other Christians. In many ways, He seems to let other good people do things which He will not let you do.
Others who seem to be very religious and useful may push themselves, pull wires, and scheme to carry out their plans, but you cannot. If you attempt it, you will meet with such failure and rebuke from the Lord as to make you sorely penitent.
Others can brag about themselves, their work, their successes, their writings, but the Holy Spirit will not allow you to do any such thing. If you begin to do so, He will lead you into some deep mortification that will make you despise yourself and all your good works.
Others will be allowed to succeed in making great sums of money, or having a legacy left to them, or in having luxuries, but God may supply you only on a day-to-day basis, because He wants you to have something far better than gold, a helpless dependence on Him and His unseen treasury.
The Lord may let others be honored and put forward while keeping you hidden in obscurity because He wants to produce some choice, fragrant fruit for His coming glory, which can only be produced in the shade.
God may let others be great, but keep you small. He will let others do a work for Him and get the credit, but He will make you work and toil without knowing how much you are doing. Then, to make your work still more precious, He will let others get the credit for the work which you have done; this to teach you the message of the Cross, humility, and something of the value of being cloaked with His nature.
The Holy Spirit will put a strict watch on you, and with a jealous love rebuke you for careless words and feelings, or for wasting your time, which other Christians never seem distressed over.
So make up your mind that God is an infinite Sovereign and has a right to do as He pleases with His own, and that He may not explain to you a thousand things which may puzzle your reason in His dealings with you.
God will take you at your word. If you absolutely sell yourself to be His slave, He will wrap you up in a jealous love and let other people say and do many things that you cannot. Settle it forever; you are to deal directly with the Holy Spirit, He is to have the privilege of tying your tongue or chaining your hand or closing your eyes in ways which others are not dealt with. However, know this great secret of the Kingdom: When you are so completely possessed with the Living God that you are, in your secret heart, pleased and delighted over this peculiar, personal, private, jealous guardianship and management of the Holy Spirit over your life, you will have found the vestibule of heaven, the high calling of God.
Thanks for the update Mike. Happy to hear the Lord has prospered the work of the doctors. I kept thinking about the whole situation and how dangerous it seems to be.
We are keeping him and his family in our prayers.
Thanks you Joao!
That’s great news.
Praying for Travis that he might recover full consciousness. Praying for all items you have requested – trusting and asking the Lord Jesus for mercy and His perfect healing, in His blessed name, amen. Heb. 4:16
Praying for all that you have requested, Mike…
Also thanking and praising our God for what He has already granted in this situation!
All, here is the latest from my brother-in-law, Travis’s Dad, and my sister. First from his Dad: (P.S. Tray is Travis’ older brother)
This is from my sister, Travis’ mother:
I agree with my sister, God is SO good! Thank you all for your prayers and for your continued prayers for Travis’ recovery and for God’s grace for him and his family.
Soli Deo Gloria!
That’s great news! Happy for you all! Praise the Lord’s goodness! We’ll keep praying that he recovers quickly and all things go favorable in the long term.
Hi Mike!
Just got back form 3 days of government compliance meetings and read these. As you know my son also had brain surgery last July/just over 1 year ago. 5 days after surgery he came home and played the piano after walking in the door. Medical advancements have been amazing. We prayed for the Lord’s Will to be done with our son, and the Lord’s Will to be done in your nephew’s situation as well. Many who hear how we pray scold us for our way of praying, and their assumption of our lack of faith. In reality, we pray as Jesus instructed us to pray in scripture, as well as His example in the the garden.
Amen Mickey! I remember that!
Hi Mike,
It’s heartwarming to receive good news after the uncertainties of surgery. As Mickey said and I whole heartedly agree our prayer can only be “Lord, Thy will be done”. And then trust Him to “work all things to the good to them that love God, to those who are called according to His purposes”. If you recall the first time I wrote you was during my recovery from cancer surgery so I do have some knowledge of what you are going through right now. I will pray for God’s peace to all the family of Travis.
I should add that my son’s initial symptom, which was sudden sharp head pain, (not really what we call headaches) still persist to this day. The hoped for relief did not come from the surgery. What did come, was the relief of neurological side effects from the Chiari Malformation, along with potential weakness paralasis and or potential death from what the surgeon at Children’s Hospital called a “whopper of a Chiari!” It was the second largest she ever operated on in over 300 of these operations. What also came from this is a 14 year old (6’4″ and growing) young man who understands and embraces the Truth the His Grace is sufficient! He does not complain but trusts Him in an even deeper way then before. He, as an 8th grade homeschooler also took 9th grade honors classes at a local private school in their IB program in addition to the full curriculum from homeschooling. He did not nor will he ever again be playing football as was his desire before…and he is fine with that as well.
The scans also show a small benign tumor in the center of his brain which is inoperable which we now know about and can moniter in case it grows and creates future issues. (we all could potentially have one and they go unnoticed till symptoms develop if ever.)
So yes, we have much we could worry about, and much we could repeatedly pray for from our will, yet we walk His Way, and pray from the perspective of this Truth:
“When we are in Christ Jesus, and He in us, we do not have to repeatedly enter in and depart from what we feel is His sanctuary. Rather we understand that NOTHING can come against us that He does not already know about nor can He be blindsided by satan. For everything we face is in His Perfect Will for us and our decrease and His Increase! We have already passed through our first death and are resurrected together with Him! So we will never experience the second death having been born again from Above by the Spirit of God being His elect, for His Good Purpose. And while there is NOTHING we bring to this covenant but that which should have earned us a one way trip to the Lake of fire where our worm rightfully should never die, He through His Good Work has rescued justified and now sanctifies us for His good pleasure. Thus for these things…all of them, both wonderful and horrible, we give eternal thanks to Him who is able to deliver us, His Way! Amen!! and Amen?”
Praying Mike.