by G. D. Watson
If anyone wishes to come after Me, he must deny himself, and take up his cross and follow Me. For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it; but whoever loses his life for My sake will find it. Matthew 16:24-25
If God has called you to be truly like Jesus in all your spirit, He will draw you into a life of crucifixion and humility. He will put on you such demands of obedience that you will not be allowed to follow other Christians. In many ways, He seems to let other good people do things which He will not let you do.
Others who seem to be very religious and useful may push themselves, pull wires, and scheme to carry out their plans, but you cannot. If you attempt it, you will meet with such failure and rebuke from the Lord as to make you sorely penitent.
Others can brag about themselves, their work, their successes, their writings, but the Holy Spirit will not allow you to do any such thing. If you begin to do so, He will lead you into some deep mortification that will make you despise yourself and all your good works.
Others will be allowed to succeed in making great sums of money, or having a legacy left to them, or in having luxuries, but God may supply you only on a day-to-day basis, because He wants you to have something far better than gold, a helpless dependence on Him and His unseen treasury.
The Lord may let others be honored and put forward while keeping you hidden in obscurity because He wants to produce some choice, fragrant fruit for His coming glory, which can only be produced in the shade.
God may let others be great, but keep you small. He will let others do a work for Him and get the credit, but He will make you work and toil without knowing how much you are doing. Then, to make your work still more precious, He will let others get the credit for the work which you have done; this to teach you the message of the Cross, humility, and something of the value of being cloaked with His nature.
The Holy Spirit will put a strict watch on you, and with a jealous love rebuke you for careless words and feelings, or for wasting your time, which other Christians never seem distressed over.
So make up your mind that God is an infinite Sovereign and has a right to do as He pleases with His own, and that He may not explain to you a thousand things which may puzzle your reason in His dealings with you.
God will take you at your word. If you absolutely sell yourself to be His slave, He will wrap you up in a jealous love and let other people say and do many things that you cannot. Settle it forever; you are to deal directly with the Holy Spirit, He is to have the privilege of tying your tongue or chaining your hand or closing your eyes in ways which others are not dealt with. However, know this great secret of the Kingdom: When you are so completely possessed with the Living God that you are, in your secret heart, pleased and delighted over this peculiar, personal, private, jealous guardianship and management of the Holy Spirit over your life, you will have found the vestibule of heaven, the high calling of God.
Beautiful. So rich and flush with Truth. So treasuring of the Divine. Beautiful.
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Amen!
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Mike,
Beautiful, beautiful word… Describing true pure beauty!
Cristina
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Resting in the Light… Delighting in the Son… Content to rest in the shadow of His wing…until He comes and we behold Him face to face in all of His glory…
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All, Amen! I can’t add to what you have said. I just want to say that I deeply desire to live out my life with this level of devotion ever before me. I fall far short of that, but that is the desire of my heart.
In Christ
Mike Ratliff
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I am learning Koine Greek (taking a local class). It is tough, but it is a blast. I can’t wait to actually be able to read the Scriptures in their original languages!
If anyone else ever gets the opporuntity to learn Biblical Greek, but are having doubts – definately learn it!
I wonder how the tune to Phos Hilaron went. It’s a beautiful hymn.
God bless,
A. Shepherd
The Aspiring Theologian
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A,
Yes, I want very much to be able to read Koine Greek. I am stuck with Bibles that help me understand the grammer and what the words mean, but I know it’s not the same thing.
Yes, I would like to have heard it in Greek. Chris Tomlin has a version of it, but I like these words better.
In Christ
Mike Ratliff
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Here is the Greek book I am using, if anyone is interested.
http://www.teknia.com/index.php?page=bbgtextbook
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Thanks Albert. I just might pick one up. 🙂
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